Use Your Blinker

The House


I originally grew up in a three-story house in Philadelphia and slept in half of the attic. My sister’s room was the other half. Sometimes we would knock on the dividing wall to each other. We had no idea what the other was trying to communicate but we’d giggle nonetheless until our mother would walk up the steep steps and tell us to go to bed.

The house, being over 100 years old, had its quirks for sure. I ended up taping glow-in-the-dark stars on the non-creaky floorboards as markers indicating where it was safe to step in the night and not wake up my parents who slept in the room below.

small dead flower in the desert
 a three story house in the show at night
I always imagined moving a bookshelf and finding a door that was just my size. I’d turn the nob, push the door open, and step into a secret world… In reality, I’d probably just get stuck in between the walls and find the mice that evaded my father’s traps. Even with his special secret bait, Tootsie rolls.
On no Saturday in particular, you could smell pancakes being made from the kitchen. If you waited long enough, you could hear my mother walking up the steps to hand-deliver them with syrup already applied. She’d say “if you want more, you know where to find them”.
I’d usually just follow her down since it was more enjoyable to eat with the family than alone unless I was watching a captivating show. After school, I would make myself a snack and run up to my room where I’d find the latest episode of Heroes or How I Met Your Mother. I’d spend as little time
as necessary to finish my homework and then would doodle the night away or find ways to download music. I’d stay on the computer until 10pm, when my father would turn off the internet. Partly to communicate to my sister and me to go to bed, but mostly to save a little on electricity.
two children in a charboard box

Myself in my all-time FAVORITE cat sweater and my sister Anna having the best time in a box.
Simple Pleasures.

June 14th, 2022